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Some of my friends drew my character, Alto. So you know..I just had to show these off:

( Here they are )

And now I owe them art.

This month's books I have read pretty much went like this:


"The Man Who Was Thursday"






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"The Christmas Sweater"






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"Freakonomics"

I've been wanting to watch "UP" since...forever, but I decided to wait till half of the most annoying American kids have all went and watched it so I can avoid their constant screaming in theater.

Damn, I can't wait. It's like someone knew what I love about life, took them, and crammed it all into Golden Graham*.

( How I spent my first day of June )

So pretty much, that's the only awesome thing that has happened to me since 2009 began. So far this year has been like 5 garbage trucks continuously dumping awful things about life on me every freaking day.

Just let me have a moment here.

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EDIT:

[21:22] Night Fagger: making it great, cramming it into one golden graham
[21:22] Prince of Jew: ...oh so that's how you spell it
[21:22] Prince of Jew: I better fix it
[21:22] Night Fagger: you said gram didn't you
[21:22] Prince of Jew: embarrassing
[21:22] Night Fagger: DIDNT YOU
[21:22] Prince of Jew: YES
[21:22] Night Fagger: GRAM AS IN THE MEASUREMENT?
[21:23] Night Fagger: ALL THAT CRAM INTO SCIENTIFIC MEASURE
[21:23] Night Fagger: THATS BORING YUKI
[21:23] Night Fagger: NO KID WANTS TO EAT THAT

Who cares, they're just some fucking cereal. No one can see why kids love it anyway, GOD.

Happy Belated Halloween, everyone. I hope you guys had a great time!

I was once talking to Emily who's been complaining about drawing backgrounds, which we all gather together as a family to hate. She told me her process of how she draws them out so I promised her to show how I do it, too.

So, here they are Emily: ( Yuki's way of Perspective drawing(?) )

Sorry, the picture and drawing quality is terrible, but I kept my promise. I'm so amazing, and my nails need trimming.

I came up with new emoticon that I'll be using forever: \(^q^)/
It's drooling and in my case, it's mostly blood.

For example; Last night instead on working on my temp art work, I dedicated my time passing out for 18 hours \(^q^)/
Seriously, body. Why? Why you do this to me.

And if someone else already came up with this icon, I'll have to kill them. All 15 million of them.

( Comic - Bad Commission )

うん。いいんじゃない？


I still can't get myself to feel like talking. Just overwhelming laziness taking over my soul, I guess. Oh, and that nothing awesome had been going on.

I'm in a major art slump. I mean yeah, I always have been but this feels like serious business. The things I used to have the easiest time on is now impossible. The things I had the hardest time on is causing cancer.

It's already been three days now, trying to start on this stupid sketch commission that should be Ho-Hum easy, but it's not. I don't know how many papers I've wasted on my fruitless struggle. What is wrong with me.

Also, I have an art job and it's been months just working on stupid concept sketches. I've finally sent the man my another attempt at fixing few sketches after his confusing note on exactly what he wants. I have to do 5, fully painted renderings of whatever he's been asking me to do, all by November and I'm still on concept. Sketches.

And tonight I'm still trying on finishing these commissions again but I have this weird sensation running through my everywhere. It literally feels like spider webs are wrapped around my spine. Too bad I'm too damn lazy to get myself a knife to dig them out.

+ And now, Things To Do List:
- 10 more commissions\(^o^)/
- 5 Fully painted renderings? Things.
- Mother Respecting Beyond Battle for VOID
- Battle with Eliza
- Stop crying

Ahh...writing about my frustration really does feel good<3

Eric ran me over.


Aside from work, I've been having great time in Orlando. Eric visited Emily and me, and I've also made few friends at work (it's too bad they'll be going home in few days). This is so old and gay to say, but I actually feel young. Back in Reno I had absolutely zero friends because I honestly didn't want to even try making any and it's hard for me to even have decent time with a lot of people in general. I'm just this one hated, lonely little nerd thing that everybody hates. And I'm just really, really bad with people. I hate people.

So, being able to have friends again is fucktastic. I forgot how it's like to go out with someone who can actually understand your sense of bad humor. It's even better when they all think I'm "hilarious" or "witty", while in reality, I'm a boring little fuck.

Anyway though I have more to rant about my work, I'm just going to soil Jisuk's teen-meme.

( Chlidhood~Adulthood: totally accurate! )

AND I'm going to New York right after I finish working at Disney. AHHHH SOOO SEXCITED AHGHHH FUNGH!

Emily called in sick for me since I completely lost my voice yesterday. She even bought me lunch/breakfast at Wendy's. All I could do to talk to her was by writing down on this notebook I got from Miko. We spent most of our day writing and doodling.

I still can't talk at all, but I'm going to work. It'll be really interesting when guests starts asking me questions and all I'll be able to do is stare at them.

( meme: Tagged by Jisuk )

I'm still here working as custodian at Disney World, Epcot. Spring Break just hit so it's going to be hellish here and we're only getting one day off each week until the end of March, maybe, which is insane to me. Why the hell won't these idiot guests just stay home and watch MTV instead of coming here to Disney World. Honestly, the more I work here, the more ugly and retarded every single guests become in my mind (except they are for real).

And I've been sick for a while and today I finally lost my voice. I have no idea how I'm going to be able to work without talking to any guests.

Anyway, today was a good day since it was my day off. Some of my custodial friends and I all decided to go to Magic Kingdom and then have lunch back at Epcot, World Showcase, and it was grand.

At Magic Kingdom, my friends wanted to ride at Thunder Mountain and Space Mountain, to which I've been really nervous about for few days. I am not a fan of thrilling rides and I never will be. Last time when Eric came to visit Emily and I at Disney World he swore to God that Tower of Terror is not at-fucking-all scary. I actually trusted his stupid face and ended up crying. I'm serious...I cried.

AND THEN today, my friends have been telling me that the roller coasters at Thunder Mountain and Space Mountain is not scary at all, either. In fact, get this, they even swore to me that their dying grandmothers who's afraid of moving shopping carts could ride on it 5 times without seeing God. And dear God, I wish he would've taken my soul right before I even trusted them.

( My Ride Experience )

Good. Times.

The only ride I actually enjoyed to my fullest was the Teacup ride. We also rode on ..that.."It's a Small World" ride(?), where I ended up falling asleep.

Oh god my throat.

My room mates just left so now's my time to party with porn and booze (Discovery Health and soymilk wtf nerd).

Okay so, Emily and I made it to Orlando, Florida. God.

So far my days here in Orlando are fine and dandy. I don't really converse or make friends around here like all the other peppy, cheerful and Disneytastic people who lives around me, but I seem to do just fine with Emily. She is...awesome. [hand movements]

Anyway so as I was too embarrassed to share before, I decided to go through Disney College Program and work my ass off as custodian (janitor). The area I work at is Epcot, Future World, and god how it sucks. I honestly don't mind working if I didn't have to be so horrible at my job, though I think I'm getting used to things bit by bit. I mean, I can fucking fix paper jams for paper towel dispenser.

SKILLZ, ladies. Skillz.

( Disney Custodial Costume )

Edit: Oh and I finally got "stable" internet connection here, but I doubt I'll be online to chat too often. Also I won't be able to give off my mailing address anytime soon because I plan on moving again into the same apartment complex as Emily.

And I realized I just bought myself vanilla soymilk instead on plain. Fuuuck.... only chicks get vanilla. I hate vanilla.

Uniguns


My headache just won't leave, as always, and I keep having this restless leg syndrome in my spine. Madness. I wish I can have at least 5 maidens who'd sit around me as I lay on my bed, massaging me to sleep, making me some Advil-cocktail. Mmfmfm<3

A little fun (only for me). "Creating a Tridimentional Character" sheet from VOID:

( Crick here for sheet:Sergio (Campanella) Pancrazio )